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shermaine koh
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Saturday, May 27, 2006

[by the way i tried to say]


i've always appreciated the forward-looking. living in yesteryears serves no purpose but to cage yourself in, and the person that yu are only shrinks and shrinks till eventually yu disappear into the past.

so why do i feel so left behind? it's like being preserved in an ice chamber for eons and the world goes into fast-foward mode without your conscious knowledge and when yu finally emerge, everything has evolved. the people yu thought yu knew become strangers and the constants are the source of change. everyone streams forward except for yu, while the struggle to land a firm hold on something, anything, only makes yu sink further. i feel bewildered, almost - am i the one who has changed or is it everybody else?

i probably knew it from the start actually. forever is a slippery thing that slides between our fingers and flows away no matter how many times yu try to catch it, and catch it. encasing yourself doesnt protect yu from the change, it only isolates yu further. what scares me is not the past. it's the future.

i thought the world would stop for me.


[Listening to: amie by damien rice]