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Saturday, September 08, 2007

[by the way i tried to say]


forgetting has to be passive. this makes it impossible to forget intentionally - there comes the inevitability of remembering what it is you want to forget in the first place. it is negligence that leads to forgetting, but you can't force negligence, even holding the idea of it in your head makes it unable to take place.

it's like trying to picture emptiness - you end up thinking of it in terms of the absence of something, or else you create a blackness that only conceals, but does not remove. these are the blockages we create in the thought connections of the things we want to forget, in the hope that with frequent obstruction in such thought pathways, our interest in reaching the end gradually wanes and we achieve our purpose of forgetting.

we all play a game of tag with forgetting. the more you try to pursue it the greater the distance it puts between, but when there comes a time when you are least aware and least suspecting, it sneaks up upon you and taps you on the shoulder.

[listening to: ven tu by domenic marte]